♥ damn it...

♥CL's♥

damn...i wanted 2 go swimming with carl...

at first he said he have a study group with his frens n cant..

at last he said "okay...okay..i'll go.."

ok...im so damn happy because i can see him tomorrow..

i've already choose what am i goin to wear...

and imagine when we're swimming..sweet..

i've been very exited !

bt at last...he cancel it !

fuck! im reli reli mad...............

everytime having those fucking excuses..

i know he WILL scold me when he see what im writting now..

ok...i really don't fucking care...

cause im sick of it...

i tolerate very long but finally im burst..

i talk to him with no emotion...

to avoid argueing..

damn it..

BUT...

 MY

what the hell??

im mad of him bt i miss him?!

what happen to me...haiz